I may be completely falling in love with one of my friends... while my ex is trying to get back with me.

He isn't even trying that hard; just jealous texting me when I was hanging out with my guy friend watching  a documentary "Just the two of you?" "Like a date?".

I don't really even know how to react to all of this.

I'm so disgusted in how attracted I am to husky hipsters. Not disgusted because they are husky, but because they are hipsters.



It's the beards... and flannel.

What a bitchin' song. I once sang the chorus for 20 minutes while doing my best Michael Jackson dancing outside of a grocery store waiting for someone to pick up my friend and I because we were locked out of his car.

I hate all the bandwagon jumpers today. I went into CD Plus and a couple came in. The guy working said "Did you know MJ died" and they responded "Yeah! That's why we're here! Do you have any of his albums? A greatest hits or something?"

My vinyl records want to slap you, lady.

My god, this man is sweet.

My whole week of plans was ruined.
-> Was going up to Saskatoon last night to finish shooting John's movie and then shoot a short film today, but John got food poisoning. That trip nixed.
-> My friend Tyler was giving me a place to stay this weekend while I was in Regina for the Comedy Show and then we were going to go to the gay bar together Saturday night. His grandma had a heart attack and now he is in Moose Jaw for an unforeseeable time. Gotta find another place to crash this weekend.

But this made me pretty happy. It's been a good day considering all the plans that were ruined. Spent the day with the ex and his dogs, who I probably give more attention than him. We went for food and busted ghosts.

Here's to tomorrow and getting into all kinds of mischief in Regina after the comedy show.

Sometimes I think I'm a little too obvious with my crushes... but only online, because I'm too awkward to flirt in person.

Goddamn technology! Foiled again!

wtf, heart.

First guy I get the warm and fuzzies for is leaving at the end of the summer... and we are both extremely socially awkward.

Ok, I lied. I'm extremely socially awkward.

That, and the fact that when I like a guy I totally freeze in the flirting department.

Perhaps my wonderful German diction was wooing?

Perhaps I just suck at romantic life.


At least I end up with good new music from the guys I go after.

And UP was amazing. I cried big ol' crocodile tears... beginning before the movie even started. Dang, Pixar. Way to make a heartfelt short along with an even deeper movie.

Zappa Plays Zappa is coming to Saskatoon.

My heart is singing and I am going to wake up super early on Saturday to go buy my ticket.

 

Then I must start planning my kidnapping of Dweezil.

... no see.

Hello there LJ. I always feel as if I should post here every once in a while, for anyone that actually reads this. I'm completely rubbish at keeping blogs; mostly when I find out people I don't want to be reading them are.

I bought a bike. Pink, of course. Went out for a long ride today; loved it. It was great to have that feeling of heavy muscles. It makes me feel like I can keep this up and get in shape again this summer.

I've got a completely wonderful and innocent crush on someone. Unfortunately, he is leaving the province in August. Very disappointing, as he is cute, encouraging, funny and isn't afraid to compliment me. I am also not afraid that he would be using me for my body, because he is one of those religious types. I haven't been with someone who has had a strong faith before. At first it kind of freaked me out; it felt ironic to be thinking things like "How does a nice boy fall into that crowd?". It was refreshing to find out that all evangelicals aren't batshit insane... as far as I've seen with him. I'm hoping that I'll have the courage to ask him to hang out sometime this summer. I wish him all the success in the world when he moves.

Still haven't seen Star Trek; my actions are a crime against humanity.

OH YEAH! I've done stand-up comedy twice now. It went pretty darn well last night and the guys that organize it seem to be pretty excited for me. Sounds like they want me to keep going with it. I've just got to learn how to be confident in myself so I can hit the punchline with more force.

I think I need a new emotion pack thing. (I still love you AD)

Man. I'm jealous of myself.



We are disgusting and beautiful creatures.

(If you didn't know, or cared to know: That is Jimmy Urine from Mindless Self Indulgence. I got into their concert for free, since I missed the first half for rehearsal)

New life goal: Do a Charlie Chaplin drag-king act.


I don't know what we were talking about last night, but one of my friends mentioned that if I ever do a drag-king act... that I would be a shoo in for Chaplin.

I sat there for a moment, then:

"I'm actually pretty flattered"